Hello Sw@nkdrew,
We are really sorry for your loss. I know that we have no idea about the pain you are feeling right now but we are here for you. Please accept our deepest condolences to you and your family.
Soul Hunters is a game that connects thousands of people around the world, players that have different beliefs, stories but that sometimes play the game to at least during a moment in their day relax and have some fun. We hope that we brought some of that to you.
The players from your guild will understand your absence, do not worry about that.
Stay strong, ok?